ok so its about time i write in this thing again...
i know its been a couple of months and alot has happened....i will just highllight some of it
first of all back in july i went to Autralia to visit my brother for 3 weeks....and that was a trip of a life time....i had been there when we played in the olympics...but this time it was al liesure time for me.....i basically just got to hang out with my brother and do what he did.....i met his g/f and her family...(so kool)...and odly enough i met a girl who i wish i could of met sooner.....cause by the time i really got to know her...it was time for me to leave.....i swear im cursed when it come to that....lol
but that whole experience was just amazing............
---and recently i was just named that new freshman girls coach at Sandra Day O'conner high school.....wich is a huge deal for me.....after 11 years at the 7th and 8th grade level i have finally been given the chance to move up to the next level......so im definatly excited about that.............
---and the lastest news was that my brother came home early and suprised all of us....i came home one day from work and there he was in my room (scared the crap out of me)...and he said...""clean this shit up!!""...so he is here with his girl freind and his teamate....its their first trip anywhere outside of Australia...


  

---and work is of course always the same.....however i did have some thoughts about my future with my job this weekend....my dad called me and offered me a job....a computer drawing job...and dont get me wrong it sounds like a great job....but all my dad kept talking about is the money.....money...money....money.....thats all he kept saying to me......he kept saying i need to look into my future....and basically told me that if im at the same place where i am now....that i am a failure.....and if you know me...i NEVER get mad......but when he said that to me.....i FLIPPED my lid......never b4 have i ever been so insulted......and i screamed at him telling him....that i would much rather be happy with my job than make alot of money.....its not worth it.....i mean look at my dad......ya he makes loads of money....but he comes home to an HUGE EMPTY house everynight......and thats no way to live.....not at all.....so needless to say i was very disturbed to have a phone call like that with my dad....who is someone who is supposed to be supporting me....not trying to take me down every chance he gets..........am i right???? ...good lord why is money so important???...its not like its a rare thing??? everyone has it.....so whats the big deal????
no happiness on the other hand....not alot of people can fully 100% say that they are happy with their lives......but i am one of those people.....and if you dont like it.....then kiss my ass..... :)